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2011-12-22T10:42:00.001+08:00

Leaving this place for good. There's no point holding on to some stuff. It just doesn't make any sense. Text me if you want my new url. (:

Memories

2011-12-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

I can't bring myself to move over. Ayeeeee shall give myself some time to get used to it first. (:

Two G.

2011-12-20T13:18:00.000+08:00

So all of a sudden, the 2G people came back together on facebook. #likecoolonly hahahahaha!!! I think I changed alot? Actually everybody changed. :D

111217 Fighting Juniors + Kang Sora - Sorry Sorry + Mr.Simple + A-Cha

2011-12-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

FIGHTING JUNIOR WITH KANG SORA!!!! EETEUK LOOKS SUPERRRRRR HAPPY HAHHAHAHAHAAH. :D

2011-12-16T08:43:00.001+08:00

Loving my phone's wallpaper!!! :D

Super Junior's Message for Drama 'SKIPBEAT'

2011-12-15T11:36:00.000+08:00

I AM SO GONNA WATCH THIS DRAMA!!!!
LOOK AT RYEOWOOK FROM 00:14 TO 00:20 SO CUTE!!!!! :D

111210-111211 SUPER SHOW 4 in Osaka - 반짝반짝 규현이♥ (KYUHYUN)

2011-12-15T11:24:00.000+08:00

HEART x5863738534053 (:

Thumbs down.

2011-12-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

Disclaimer: This post is gonna be filled with complains so if you are someone with zero patience, please stop reading now OR just skip to the last paragraph. :D

Woke up early in the morning and went to Malaysia today. I was looking forward to shopping at the JPO (johor premium outlets) but the whole trip turned out to be a huge disappointment! The factory outlets in US are so much better AND CHEAPER!!! I can easily find a Coach wallet at half the price in US! Ayeeee totally wasted my time and energy. The Japanese food there is crazily expensive too. A bowl of katsu don for RM45 srsly???? I know I sound like an aunty comparing prices but I rather starve then eat at the Jap restaurant. (: Thank god for the Thai restaurant which serves good food at an affordable price. (Y)

My eyes lit up when I saw Starbucks there! But then, I got so angry till my favourite drink tasted bland to me pfffft. Like what I always do, I'll order my Venti java chip frappe with whipped cream on top. First, the guy told me there was no more whipped cream. Hello??? How can Starbucks run out of whipped cream? That's just unacceptable. Then, he asked if I wanted to add chocolate chips? That's weird cause java CHIP frappe should have chocolate chips inside already. But I didn't think about it at that time. Then when I went to collect my drink, they gave me a green tea frappe instead! They took my receipt and it turned out that the person heard java chip frappe as green tea frappe wtf. -.- And he kept insisting I ordered green tea frappe plus I waited for ages for them to replace my drink. It totally spoilt my mood I didn't feel like drinking anymore. PISSED OFF x5937272 >:( OH GUESS WHAT? He charged me an extra RM1.80 for the 'chocolate chips' GOEATMYSHITPLEASE.

This is such an.....angry post? So in conclusion, the message that I wanna spread across is: DON'T VISIT THE JPO IT'S NOT WORTH YOUR TIME AND ENERGY!!!! Or maybe, I shall be fair and state a plus point for the JPO. So.............the plus point is that the toilets at the JPO are cleaner than the usual toilets you find in Malaysia hahahahahaha!!! K whatever I won't be returning to this place in the near future. Buhbyeeeee.

One hundred and twenty.

2011-12-13T21:26:00.001+08:00

Cycled to ecp with Ying, Ning and Lani jj in the evening. It was quite a short distance but we were dying on our way back hahhah!! I miss the beach. Or maybe it's more than that.

2011-12-13T04:26:00.001+08:00

WOOHOOOOOOO I PASSED MY BTT YESTERDAY!!!! Tbh, yeah I did touch my book before. But then I only started reading most of it at 7am yesterday lol! I was super nervous and thank god Wanling jj gave me some tips cos' it really saved my life! Like the 3,6,9 thing which I didnt even pay attention to, thinking it's of no importance. In the end my score was 45/50 I think. K I know I barely passed but I still passed! :D The test period was supposed to be from 1145 to 1235. I left the classroom at 1200 and it's not crazy because there were people who started leaving before me holyyyy! Next will be practical lessons which is going to scare the shit out of me. I can't imagine myself driving a real car. It's so different from driving those 'cars' in the arcades where you can just crash into anything and still be alright. Oh well, I'm still looking forward to it though! (: And both Ying and Ning seems excited. I BET THEY JUST WANT ME TO HURRY PASS SO I CAN FETCH AND SEND THEM AROUND HAHAHAHAHA!!!

K thanks to some idiot who spammed me at 330am now I'm so awake!!! >:(

2011-12-11T23:47:00.001+08:00

AHHHHH CAN'T WAIT FOR THE ENG SUBS TO BE OUT!!!! Leeteuk looks so cute talking to the cardboard and there's kyuhyun in this episode!!! ❤❤❤

2011-12-11T14:33:00.001+08:00

Tried sorting out the 2000+ photos we took but it was like mission impossible! To think I still have to pick out photos to make the photo album. Holyyyy. And the photos which I uploaded here are those from my phone only. :/

BTT tomorrow I have a bad feeling about this.

Compromise.

2011-12-11T11:18:00.001+08:00

If you're not gonna learn how to compromise, you will live a miserable life forever. And no one will pity you cos you brought it on yourself.

111201 KTR RyeoSung DJ dance I'm the best

2011-12-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

101229 Super Junior singing NEW Versions of ''Sorry Sorry'' @ Super Juni...

2011-12-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

KYUHYUN IS THE BEST!!!!! :D

[HD] 111208 Super Junior Special Thank You Stage - Bonamana

2011-12-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

Korean stuff never fail to make me feel better. Was watching 2pm show and just watched today's special stage.(Super Junior) All 9 of them look hot and energetic! ♥♥♥

2011-12-08T16:59:00.001+08:00

How to tell if I'm upset?

When free starbucks doesn't make me happy. Seriously, I don't even feel anything when starbucks is so close to me. And people who know me must know that I love a specific drink from there. ):

I cant not care.

2011-12-08T16:24:00.001+08:00

Can you imagine people staring at you like you're the cause of it? Or should I say 'it's okay' because at least this is roxy square and not parkway parade. I felt like some unfilial person who was guilty of it you know? I'm not saying that you can't vent everything out. But why did you have to do it in public? Do you even have the slightest idea how embarrassing it was for me. And a lady even had to step in and say 'Aiyo 不要乱讲话'. Seriously, I can't believe this is happening. And you ask me to be more 随便. So tell me, in which way am I not 随便 enough? I also wanna be more 随便 but I don't even have the fucking chance to do so! What must I do to make you understand? Even after explaining, you still choose to believe in what you believe. Then okay, just continue to live in that world if it makes you happier.

//And you quit thinking that way. What rights do you have to assume that we are feeling-less people? We are human you know. Spare me the nonsense if you don't know anything please.

Back to reality

2011-12-08T01:29:00.001+08:00

Reached home at around 2am last night and we were quite awake cause it was supposingly 9am in LA. Plus we slept through the flight from Seoul to Singapore and even gave dinner a miss. Wanted to ask for the dessert only, which was mango mousse cake hahahaaha!!! But in the end we didn't. ): I only fell asleep at 6am then woke up at 11pm. My bio clock is back to normal alr! (Y)

Singapore Airlines is the best! Be it food, entertainment or service. Each of us had a bar of Hershey's chocolate! :D I think I'm so easily satisfied lol.

THIS WAS ONE OF THE BEST TRIPS EVER!!!! It's like we went to so many places. Transit at Japan, Los Angeles, Las Vegas, San Francisco and transit at Korea! I'll definitely go back to US but say...10 years later? Hahahah need to save up first. Kkk last set of photos from my phone!!! And wtheck we took like 2000++ photos?? I'll try to do an album when I have the time. (:

2011-12-08T01:24:00.001+08:00

'If you are trapped between your feelings and what other people think is right, always go for whatever makes you happy.'

Before the sunset!

2011-12-04T16:06:00.001+08:00

From Las Vegas, we took a plane to San Francisco! And rushed to places like City hall, The golden gate, Fisherman's wharf etc etc!

We're gonna go to factory outlet tomorrow! Hope I can pick up some stuff from there. :D In the blink of an eye, this trip is coming to an end already. I really love this place cause the pace of life feels so much slower unlike Singapore. I WANNA MIGRATE HERE K JUST KIDDING. Hahahaah Singapore is still the safest. (:

1218am time to sleep!!! GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY~~~

2011-12-04T03:29:00.001+08:00

Waiting for plane!!!!!

Lost count of the number of days.

2011-12-04T03:23:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAAHAH I'M JUST GONNA UPLOAD THE PHOTOS I TOOK WITH MY PHONE!!!! Waiting for our plane to San Francisco now~~~

2011-12-01T00:49:00.001+08:00

Off to Las Vegas now!!! 6 hours bus ride with factory outlet in between! (:

Day 3

2011-11-30T12:22:00.001+08:00

Morning call at 630am this morning. Went around for city tour but I ended up dozing off in the bus. I just can't seem to stay awake when there are long rides. :D Headed to Universal Studios after that. AND TRUST ME, THIS UNIVERSAL STUDIOS IS THE BEST ONE EVER!!!!!! THE SHOWS ARE TOO AMAZING AND AWESOME! (Y) (Y)

There was the 1 hour ride which brought us around the place. They showed us all the studios which they use to shoot movies/shows. The whole place was 4 acres big if I'm not wrong. Don't ask me how big is 1 acre though heh! It's just HUGE! They showed us how to shoot a flood, earthquake in a subway, plane crash, shark attacking a man, kingkong attack, flying cars etc etc etc. :O The effects were JUST DAMN COOL!!! And I think they were filming desperate housewives in the studio cos there was one part of the ride where we had to remain silent. The one which left me the deepest impression was the flood part. Can you imagine all the water gushing to you from the top of a hill?!?!!! Holyyyyy.

There was the waterworld show also, where the people just anyhow sprayed water at us. And the special effects show was good too!!!! Ayeeeeee I miss Universal Studios already!!!!! (': Why Singapore's one not as awesome as this???? (Idk actually cos I haven't been to USS hahahahah)

Leaving Los Angeles tomorrow for Las Vegas~~~ Kinda excited I bet Las Vegas will look very pretty at night! (: Oh and I bought my Venti Java Chip Frappe at US$4.75 when it's $8.20 in Singapore!! The cup looks bigger here too.

( Random: You deal with it. You don't show that black face for the friggin entire day! OHMGOD SRSLY?!?!!! I don't understand why must you make life so miserable for him sometimes. Don't you think that you ruined the entire day for both him, yourself and US?! Dont have ANY regrets because I'd say that you fully deserve it. You come out to enjoy and not get angry over the slightest matter okay! Me and Ying were so close to blowing up )

Gonna post photos in no order again! Srslyyyy blogger should let me arrange it nicely. It looks so not organized! But anyway, I'll just have to make do with it! (:

SS.

2011-11-29T16:13:00.001+08:00

Dislike reading those kind of stuff. Don't expect me to believe you when the time comes, cause it just seems unbelievable. OKAY TIME TO SLEEP!

Day 2

2011-11-29T14:13:00.001+08:00

DISNEYLAND TODAY!!!! We spent the whole day in Disneyland and Disney California Adventure! Though there were queues everywhere, it's already considered short cos it's a weekday and not their school holidays yet. One of the must sit rides in disneyland is 'It's a small world'!! Sat it in Japan & Hongkong and it's still as amazing as ever in US. (: Didn't catch all those thrilling rides cause I think my heart can't take it haahhaahh!!!! Caught the must watch show too. It's the fireworks in front of the princess castle.

I wore 2 long sleeves in the morning and kept complaining that it was hot yet when it was around 515pm, it suddenly got cooler and cooler. Added another jacket and I still felt quite cold! We're like noobs cos there are people wearing tank top and shorts LOL!!! And it gets dark super early here.

Universal Studios tmr! Wake up call at 630am it's already 11pm. OH OH OH I FOUND THE NICE CHEESE!!!!! It's $1.45/stick in Singapore but guess what? IT'S US$1/3 sticks here woohooooooooo!!!!! Bought 6 sticks and it shall be my supper. (:

Kk I shall let the pictures do the talking. In no particular order cos idk how to arrange photos using blogger app!!!

Day 1

2011-11-28T12:46:00.001+08:00

Took the plane for 5h 45min to transit at Japan. Saw Royce chocolate and bought it cause it's cheaper than Singapore! (: Continued with a 9h 30min flight to Los Angeles! Felt so uncomfortable in the plane cause I was too full!!! But I have to say that the food in the plane was awesome. There's prawns, big scallops, super delicious fruit tart, nice beef rice with cha soba and ice cream!!!! They kept serving us food. -.- And and and there's so many korean songs to listen to in the plane!! Kara, Super junior, 2pm etc. So yeah, it's 16 hours behind Singapore time here! We're all super tired when it's only 840pm now. (sg time: 1240pm next day)

Our whole day will be spent at Disneyland tomorrow. Must sleep early else we would be crazily exhausted by tomorrow night! Kk bye for now~~~ :D

2011-11-27T09:09:00.001+08:00

Flying to Japan to transit! See y'all in 11 days~~~

2011-11-27T08:28:00.001+08:00

Gonna board the plane soon. BYEEEEEE!!!!!! :D

Comparison.

2011-11-26T01:34:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since we took a clique photo!!! Hopefully there'll be a full attendance gathering soon! (:

111120 SS4 Seoul - Moves Like Jagger (Ryeowook's solo)

2011-11-25T13:44:00.002+08:00

THIS IS JUST JAW DROPPING!!!!! (Y)(Y)(Y)
Watching all the fancams for SS4 I really hope they come to Singapore like nowwwwwww. :D

2 MORE DAYS! IN FACT, I'LL ALR BE IN THE PLANE IN 48 HOURS TIME, OTW TO TRANSIT AT JAPAN BEFORE HEADING TO US!!!!!!!! DAMN EXCITED HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!! I'M JUST GONNA HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS I CAN OVER THERE! (:

那些年,

2011-11-23T22:43:00.001+08:00

Watched 'apple' for the second time with the clique today. Two days in a row hahahah!!! I still find it nice esp the last part. (':

Something or nothing?

2011-11-22T22:52:00.001+08:00

I finally caught 'You are the apple of my eye' with Siewmei, Jen, Jingwen and Vivian today!!!!! You have no idea how long I waited, before I could finally watch it. I still feel angry thinking about it! >:( The movie is nice and not nice at the same time. Ayeeeeee I wanted them to be together but overall, the story was good. Those who haven't watched it hurry go watch now!!!! :D Then we walked from cine allllllllll the way to some tauhuay shop near dhoby gaut for dessert. I conclude that Kallang bahru's tauhuay is still the best! Bus-ed home with V and I always feel better after talking to her. I feel like I can tell her everything. (':

Met up with clique- Jasmine, Erina, Limei, Rachel, Choyin, Sihui, Xinyi, Jo and V for dinner at bedok 85 last night. Short meet up but we talked like non-stop for the whole night hahahaaaa!!!! Meeting them tomorrow again! Like excited only~~~ (:

Oh and we celebrated Jingwen's belated belated belated birthday today! By poking 18 sticks of strawberry pocky into a mini tub of B&J's ice cream. :D

Last but not least, SUPER JUNIOR IS GONNA HAVE SS4 IN SINGAPORE ON 17TH FEB 2012!!!!!!! (hopefully this info is accurate idk either) I MUST GET TICKETS TO GO WATCH!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

One week, one day.

2011-11-19T23:27:00.001+08:00

MAD EXCITED FOR OUR TRIP!!!!! One more week of truncated lessons and imma be out of this place! :D Then again, you gain some but lose some. We're gonna miss MAMA which will be held in the Indoor Stadium on 29 November. ))))): It's such a rare chance that Super Junior will be in Singapore yet we'll be gone. Ying and I wanted to try our luck at the airport. And mummy even said that if we're in Singapore, she'll get tickets for all of us to go watch!!!!!!!! Seriouslyyyy why must this 2 events clash with each other?!

Anyway, I'm packing my stuff halfway and now my room is in a huge mess! Can't wait for time to fly pass. *Zoom zoom* and it'll be next Sunday in no time ahhhahahah!!!

You cant have it your way,

2011-11-11T21:23:00.001+08:00

Some things just can't be helped. How do you let someone know that you miss him/her? After all, he/she may not give a shit about you. The person may even want you out of his/her life. A small part of me dies every time I think about it. As much as idw to be reminded of anything, it just happens. The only way to get my mind of it is to try and stay happy everyday. I'm just gonna be contented with what I have now. I won't ask for more cos it's too tiring.

Who do you think you are.

2011-11-09T15:21:00.001+08:00

I'M SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I began camwhoring hahahaahahah!

Lalalalalala~

2011-11-05T18:04:00.001+08:00

Lazing around on the bed now. Life's good like that! (:

But why are all the angmohs dominating the pool?? Now we only can swim tomorrow morning noooooooo.

One second.

2011-11-04T15:46:00.001+08:00

Hahahahahah this is too funny!!! Played with FaceTime for 2 hours last night/this morning since it was already 430am when I slept. :O And I look so cui in the photos kasjhsjjdndn. My eyebags were horribly BIG yesterday!

K looking forward to tmr!! Me and Ying both want to swim!!!! (:

Mine Mine MV - 周杰伦2011最新主打情歌 [完整版]

2011-11-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

周杰伦!!! (:

Just walk away.

2011-10-30T23:03:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH I FINISHED WATCHING KHUNTORIA THEY'RE LIKE THE SWEETEST AND CUTEST COUPLE IN WGM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (k actually this is the first couple I watched heh!) But then all good things must come to an end. Felt so emotional after the last episode... ))))))))):

Anyway, I'm gonna start with the Adam couple now~

Cos' they matter.

2011-10-29T23:51:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!! I'm feeling so sleepy now but I've got to stay awake to watch khuntoria! They're too sweet until I wanna die alr hahahahahha!!! :D

K Vivian, Jo, Sean and Sam just left not long ago. They came over to sing k today! And 11 of us squeezed into the 7 seater to go for dinner. The 5 of us took the back seat and it was quite cool heh! Hopefully hopefully our stayover next week will be successful~~~ ^^V

[HD/ENG] 111022 Leeteuk Sora Wgm - Self Composed Song

2011-10-24T09:47:00.000+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Leeteuk is damn cute! (:

Look forward.

2011-10-20T23:20:00.001+08:00

Gonna have our 3D2N class chalet tomorrow woohooooooo~~~ Have to get BBQ stuff with Jo, Sean and Samuel in the morning before checking in. And I guess the rest will join us after their lessons? It feels different this time but hopefully, I'll still enjoy myself. (:

First time I'm done with packing so early. I think I have to sleep early too in case the rest make me stay up and deprive me of my beauty sleep hahhaahah!!!! Ohohoh the first thing I'll do is to chop a bed for myself upon checking in. Peace sign! ^^V

2011-10-20T13:13:00.000+08:00

MY LONG HAIRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! HAIR PLEASE GROW FASTER TYVM. )':

Will you think about this moments that we shared.

2011-10-18T23:48:00.006+08:00

Had to report to school at 0830 yesterday cos' the cerebral palsy children were coming over to climb and we had to help out. I belayed this boy who was sitting on a wheelchair and the guys had to help to pull him up. It was quite a cute scene. (:

Then, last rockclimbing group shot. Not everybody came though. ):

Benedict like cool only!

First group shot.

Missing Huishin, Zann and the two Pamelas.

Second group shot! (:

Went to Vivian's house to change and met F-FATE(D) at Bugis! It was sort of our first official outing lol. And actually, the three girls were just following the two guys around as they were shopping for stuff. We camwhored everywhere we went. :D

Sean was trying shoes and we were using to mirror to camwhore. (Y)

WE TOOK NEOPRINTS TOO HAHAHAHAH!!! It's been ages since I entered the neoprint shop. I can't even remembered when was the last time I took it. -.- And we just stayed in the booth to self camwhore~

Behind: ET
In front: Cool kids yo!

Our last 'HAPPY' shot! (:

Steamboat for dinner! The soup took super long to boil I could have napped for awhile first. And we took the most mantou cos' it was yummy! :D

Went to Mos burger to sit down drink tea cos' Jo and Vivian were damn full. Sat until 1015 before leaving to head home~

Reached home at 11pm. K it was a fun but tiring day cos we kept walking and walking and walking around. I was so tired that I kept tagging the wrong people in Facebook. :/ Time to brush teeth and eat breakfast byeeeeeeee!

Super Junior - Super Man + A-CHA + Mr. Simple

2011-10-17T10:38:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE STAGE!!!! )':

Exhausted

2011-10-11T21:00:00.001+08:00

It's only Tuesday and I feel like collapsing alr. Going to katong from pasir ris and back to pasir ris is no joke. Tomorrow's gonna be the third day. So tired I just kept falling asleep wherever I went. In the cab, in the bus, in the canteen. The weather's a bitch and it isn't helping either. Was sleeping in the canteen and my hands were freezing cold. Will be in school till 7plus this whole week well done k.

Time to bathe before crashing on my bed. VIVIAN HWAITING!!!!!!! (She has so much more stuff to do and here am I whining ahh whatever) Bye!

So it's oval,

2011-10-05T23:40:00.010+08:00

I finally got my ACHA album from Jingwen yay~~~

Off to Pulau Tekong in the afternoon to visit the army camp. It was my first and last time visiting it since I don't have any brothers. ): The part where we got to shoot indoors is damn cool cos it's almost impossible to miss the target heh! And the auditorium is too comfortable. They showed us a video yet I ended up sleeping. Peace sign. :D

I was feeling quite exhausted towards the end of the trip. Really sleep deprived and this vicious cycle will continue on. Exhausted in the day - sleep late at night - exhausted in the day - sleep late at night.......... I just can't get myself to sleep early. Aisssshhhhhh just gonna sleep till I wake up naturally tomorrow morning, before heading to school just for the meeting. ;)

May Friday be a fun-filled day and hopefully there'll be the stayover!! K byeeeeeeeee.

Note: Save your own ass before it's too late.

[+MP3] 110819 Yesung & Kyuhyun: It Has To Be You @ Ok Juhyun's Music Sta...

2011-10-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

Another cute video!!! (Y)

Before and After

2011-10-01T23:16:00.001+08:00

Found this 2 photos in my phone. Spot the difference! (:
(I don't look like me after GB edited the photo lol)

ENG SUB Super Junior's Foresight Ep5 5of5

2011-10-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

KYUHYUN IS TOO CUTE AHHHHHHHH!!!! :D

Testing

2011-10-01T11:34:00.001+08:00

Trying to upload pictures using my phone! (:

Do you matter?

2011-09-16T23:09:00.004+08:00

'Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter.'

Self denial won't work anymore.
Somehow, I've managed to sort out my thoughts. It's time to think rationally. Not saying that I haven't been doing so but at the very least, I know what I want now.

2011 has been an eventful year. Can't wait for it to come to an end cos I've got a long reflection to do.

It's not my choice.

2011-09-16T22:44:00.002+08:00

Listening to the first song makes me happy. :D
I need it at crucial times like this. So much to say yet nobody will be able to fully understand the situation I'm in. Then again, it's alright cos' each will have his/her own fair share of problems. CHINS UP STAY HAPPY I'LL GET THROUGH THIS SHIT! (:

不过是一种伪装

2011-09-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

其实事实已摆在眼前,看你要不要接受而已.

Right next to you.

2011-09-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

AND THANKS TO YING, I'M IN LOVE WITH SUPER JUNIOR NOW LOL!!!! ♥♥♥ I never expected this day to come since I was so against kpop but whatever~~~ Expect the unexpected! ;)

♥♥♥

K THAT'S ALL BYE!!! :D

Catch My Heart

2011-08-26T14:31:00.001+08:00

Cute video! (:

You got that smile.

2011-08-19T19:40:00.004+08:00

Suddenly, I feel like I have a whole lot of activities to plan.

1) Teacher's day 1min video
2) Teacher's day class party
3) J2 farewell assembly
4) RC KL trip
5) RC end of year bonding activity

TEACHER'S DAY VIDEOOOOOO!!!! Ohmgod how am I supposed to get it done? The idea is there but what if it fails. ): And on top of that, it has to be done secretly. I only got Tuesday to do it and if it really really fails, good luck to me~

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I question myself cos' I know how it feels like. It's almost the same situation. I went through it before and I'm going through it currently. But I just can't get myself to accept some facts.

好的事情最后虽然结束.

2011-08-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

LAST PART OF THE LAST EPISODE!!!! (':
THIS DRAMA HAS ONE OF THE BEST ENDINGS. (Y)

是个可能吧或许想太多

2011-08-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

放了自己放了回忆

2011-08-10T23:02:00.005+08:00

Magic Power – 放了自己

有一种尖锐在心里搁浅
寂寞时特别强烈呼吸刺痛纠结
有一些笑脸公式化出现
计算出快乐假面是痊癒还是上了麻醉

放了自己放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸多少风景
再放了之後才清晰
放了自己放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角残影
而是新的自己

你有过期待也有过等待
满腔热血只无奈
现实报废浪漫
人群中进行孤单时复习
你的坚强很争气
只是怎麽学不会忘记

放了自己放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸多少风景
再放了之後才清晰
放了自己放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角残影
而是新的自己

放了自己放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸多少风景
再放了之後才清晰
放了自己放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角残影
而是新的自己

当那幸福的号志又一如往常的亮起
笑着放了自己

Red and white!

2011-08-09T12:58:00.005+08:00

National Day celebration in school yesterday. The only 'fun' part was where we got to hear all the National Day songs.

F-FATE(D)♥

PHOTOBOMB MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

Frown-and-smile-at-the-same-time face. Not as easy as you think. >:)

Walked over to IKEA for lunch before heading to Caleb's house. We played kinect, rock band thingy, monopoly deal and double stress!! Double stress with Siewmei, Derrick and Shiao was damn exciting! ^^V

Vivian long jumping.

Boxing with Siew-maid.

Long but awesome day indeed. :D

不能推不能要要了怕你误会

2011-08-07T13:32:00.002+08:00

F-FATE(D)!!! (:

有爱又有什么用处.

2011-08-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

It kind of pained me to hear that. Hearing him say that the one person whom he looked out for the most, was you. I guess you wouldn't have realized it cos' I didn't too. I had the 'oh-my-god-i'm-so-touched-i-feel-like-tearing' feeling after recalling and realizing that it's true. Idk if you'll ever come to know about it but, I'll definitely keep those moments in my heart. (:

一時進一時退保持安全範圍

2011-08-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

We could have had it all.

2011-07-30T17:22:00.004+08:00

At this point of time, I'll like to thank you for your maturity. Thanks for understanding. And most importantly, thanks for putting in the effort. I felt it. (': Without you, everything would definitely be much more different than how it is currently. I'm glad there's still you, and I hope this won't affect our relationship that much.

I'm not harbouring any more hopes.

Things have been complicated lately. Thank God for F-FATE(D) and the few others who really care for me. ♥

又不是這樣就不孤獨

2011-07-23T19:13:00.007+08:00

羅志祥 Show Luo - 怕安靜

2011-07-16T16:58:00.001+08:00

就代表又對我的心撒了多少謊.

2011-07-16T16:04:00.003+08:00

Rainie Yang - 我們都傻 Wo Men Dou Sha[Love You MV]

2011-07-10T13:09:00.000+08:00

Listen, I am alone at crossroads.

2011-07-10T11:47:00.007+08:00

彻底的失望.

I just need to move on with life; know who will be there for me when I'm down and out, and who will never be. Gonna open my eyes and not place my trust in people easily from now on. In fact, I need to thank those people who are making me stronger by the day. Thank you for disappointing me every single time, till the extend where I can finally say 'I've gotten used to it'. Thank you for making me feel that my efforts were futile. Thank you for making me give up hope. I will not say that I've regretted, cause at one point of time, everything meant so much to me. So much, you wouldn't even believe it.

Despite everything, I still wanna thank God for giving me people whom I can depend on, so I won't crumble and fall. This is where I have the upper hand. (:

The cruel truth lies right in front of your eyes. Suck it up and accept it.

A melody I start but can't complete.

2011-07-10T01:11:00.001+08:00

有些事骗得了别人却骗不了自己.

Rihanna - California King Bed

2011-07-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

But i don't wanna seem so weak,

2011-07-08T18:33:00.003+08:00

I think what i told her then, is coming true.

HOW NOW BROWN COW. ):

We're ten thousand miles apart,

2011-07-08T17:49:00.003+08:00

只是哪怕周圍再多人感覺還是一個人

2011-07-08T00:11:00.003+08:00

It'll take a miracle.

2011-07-03T00:08:00.004+08:00

Spent an awesome night at Vivian's house with the 5 other guys! (: Honestly, it's much better than having a chalet heh. Gotta love this long weekend before reality comes back on tuesday. Bye!

'Cause nobody's perfect.

2011-07-02T16:38:00.008+08:00

'Cause then at least i'm doing nothing wrong

2011-06-28T09:53:00.001+08:00

But you're smilin' and it's something i like on your face.

2011-06-26T00:57:00.002+08:00

5 photos at a time byeeeeee. (:

休息是为了走更长的路

2011-06-26T00:07:00.001+08:00

It wasn't what I thought it was.

2011-06-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

If you're still reading this, I'd really like to apologize for everything. Tbh, I was really angry & disappointed when I found out that you deleted me cos I didn't see the need to. But after hearing some stuff, I realized that maybe this would be the best for you. Idk why things had to turn out this way. I guess it was mostly my fault as usual. And sorry for the stuff that happened outside too. (if you get what I mean) Seriously, I'd give up anything to have you back as a friend. But I doubt you'll even want that. You must have been disgusted by me enough alr. Damnnn I felt even more guilty when I happened to see smth today. Thanks, really. (':

I just hope that things will get better. If you want, maybe we could talk some
time.

-
Things haven't really been going smoothly these days. I can't seem to have a clear mind everytime it happens. I think I'm just avoiding. But what would you do if you were me?

So if the chain is on your door, i understand.

2011-05-09T20:19:00.001+08:00

It isn't the bad memories that make you sad, but the best ones that you can't bring back.

假装多好

2011-05-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

Now i think about that what a life i had,

2011-05-07T13:48:00.002+08:00

I feel good, na na na na na na~
It'a gonna be another long weekend. Not exactly long but it's what i need anyway. This week is passing so quickly! Like with a snap of your fingers then it's the weekend again. Cool or what! :B Imma laze around then go for cgeb gathering/party later on. Hope it'll be fun! Ohmgosh this is so scary and exciting. I'm like stepping out of my comfort zone and going to meet people, whom i've only known for around 1 week!

Yay! Life's great! BYE! (:

And though there are times when i hate you 'cause i can't erase,

2011-05-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.

2011-05-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

My #maywish is to treasure every single happy moment. Especially moments where i'm able to laugh like there's no tomorrow. Gonna love the people who can make me do so. Like seriously, I'LL LOVE THEM TO BITS. (:

Probably mindless dreaming.

2011-05-04T17:39:00.004+08:00

Lovely advice

Health:

Drink plenty of water.
Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
Play more games.
Read more books than you did in 2010.
Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
Sleep for 7 hours.
Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
Dream more while you are awake.
Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
Smile and laugh more.
You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

Call your family often.
Each day give something good to others.
Forgive everyone for everything.
Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
Try to make at least three people smile each day.
What other people think of you is none of your business.
Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

Do the right thing!
Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
The best is yet to come.
Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

-

Cos' if they knew, they wouldn't make life difficult for me.
I'm just gonna pick myself up and divert my attention to studies instead. I wanna be so tired till i'm able to just crash onto my bed every night. It's the best escape. (':

Anyway i've found my alternative escape alr. Life will get better! BYEBYE!

Just because you go through it, don't mean it gotta take control, no.

2011-05-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

I think this place isn't safe anymore.

I'll either:
1. Change url
2. Start a tumblr
3. Start another blog
4. Bring back locked posts

Till then, I'll turn myself into a 'mugger'. Not the real mugger of course, just my own little definition of 'mugger'. (:

HAHAHAH BYE! :D

And if you don't believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on.

2011-04-29T23:02:00.002+08:00

I'm lying down on hard cemented ground (or whatever you call it), instead of my comfy king sized bed. LOL. Almost everybody is in lalaland alr and i'm starting to feel sleepy now. There's gonna be amazing race tmr and camp will only end at 930pm. Need to catch more sleep!!!! K gonna sleep for real now byeeeeeee~~~

Just tryin' to find my way back home,

2011-04-29T15:29:00.003+08:00

Finished packing and i'm gonna head back to school in an hour's time.

I got a confession to make.
I regretted what i did last night. Ever since that nightmare, i said i would listen more. But i failed terribly. Which is more important, econs test or someone's feelings? Obviously someone's feelings! Cos' that someone isn't just anyone. I really should have listened. I can lend a listening ear to my friends, why can't i do it for that someone as well? Sigh i feel damn guilty now.

I think i need someone to knock some sense into me.

K i'm gonna bathe and head out soon. BYEBYE!!!!
不要用我很在意的事情来打击我.

You will know there's a good if you trust the good.

2011-04-28T20:33:00.004+08:00

Things to do:
-Study for econs test
-Do mindmap (i doubt i will)
-Pack bag for camp!

Why did Mrs Logan have to take the 1025 to 1205 slot??? My plan was to study for econs test tonight then come home to pack tomorrow. Anyway, the main point is i don't even know what time the camp starts tomorrow yay! -.-

Kinda excited yet scared at the same time for cgeb camp. I don't know any J1s!!! Maybe no? Cos' i do know that there are a few from rockclimbing, and another few are from TK. But still.....i don't know them personally. Then looking on the bright side, i'll get to know more people after this camp! :D

K i will survive!!!

Time to bathe then start studying!!! BYEEEEEEEEE~

I forgot to mention something. I feel like a pig recently. I crash on my bed after i bathe every night and sleep all the way till it's time to wake up. I shouldn't be sleeping so much!! Forgot to include this in the plan we handed up to Ms Loo today! :/

Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what?

2011-04-27T21:38:00.006+08:00

I'll just type whatever that comes into my mind.

1) Having our 2.4 tomorrow. Screw napfa seriously. I CAN'T BELIEVE I FUCKING FAILED SBJ BY THAT FUCKING PATHETIC 1CM. Actually no, it's because we have to get a D and above for all stations in JC? Or is it MJ only? Ayeeee i don't know either. And 162 cm is a friggin E OMGFMLTTUM. So thanks to sbj, i have to retake my 5 stations.

Actually it's not that bad afterall since i don't have any problems with the other stations. Just that i tried jumping so many times till my thighs are aching like mad now. How to run 2.4 tomorrow??? )':

2) I dislike spa cause it makes me very 紧张 every Wednesday!! Why can't the sun give us more time to hand the worksheet in. How to answer the questions when i'm alr so 紧张??? LOL! So we decided to leave the entire last page blank. As quoted from Qihang: 'More space to do corrections'. (Y) Today's post spa activity like fun only. Spray distilled water at each other using the bottles. Chem lab became some war scene. Hahahahaah!!

3) When i tell you the truth, you don't believe me. When i lie to you, you get angry. Wtf seriously. Can't you see that i'm making an effort to not hide anything from you?? Yeah but you being you, will just suspect that something's going on and yada yada yada. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF IT. I am annoyed because i feel accused. If you don't believe what i said then too bad. I'm not gonna explain anymore.

Would you rather hear 'Oh i'm still having training in school' when in fact i'm alr at some place eating? etc. I chose to tell you the truth when i could have lied easily k. Just know that it's so much easier to lie. Much easier.

4) I KNOW WHAT I DON'T WANT.

5) If i really wanted to let yknow, i would. If not, don't probe further.

6) My stml saves my life sometimes. Without it, my life would be miserable. Must master the skill of 'KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON'! (:

7) I don't expect y'all to understand or anything. I can't control people's thoughts anyway. Just do what y'all deem fit. I'm used to it alr.

8) I'm not an emokid93 anymore. I think i'm more of an annoyedkid93 nowadays hahahahh!! I don't wallow in despair; I rant. Find me annoying? Just click the 'unfollow' button. (:

9) Lastly, I HOPE FOR PEACE EVERYDAY! If you don't know why, just be patient and wait. You'll appreciate my hope someday. :D

Yay i think i just emptied all my thoughts for today! BYE!

Lay me down on a bed of roses,

2011-04-25T00:58:00.006+08:00

Me sharing with you despite knowing you have your fair share of troubles or me keeping everything to myself.

Which would you choose? Hmm... #justwondering (:

Can someone tell me how can this be?

2011-04-24T22:47:00.006+08:00

I feel like a selfish bitch. Actually no, i am one. But i really need breathing space.

Constant reminder:
It's not lonely. It's independence.

I want to be carefree.

2011-04-23T23:39:00.008+08:00

I just wanna feel like that everyday. Why is it so hard?

I don't know what i want. But, i do know what i don't want. Or at least that's what i tell myself. Anyway, i just need to stay focused. No distractions! Be it distracting myself or distracting others. I can't afford to let some things happen again. When you've lost my trust, you've lost it. Up till now, i still can't accept some stuff.

~~'If you 'claimed' that......,then why.....?!?!?!' 'If you really........,then why.....?!?!?!?!!!'~~ .....etc

Btw, don't ask me anything for that matter. Cos' i've got no answers either.

Having so many concerns at once is tiring. I think i'm on the verge of having a split personality. Sadgeminilife93. ):

K, solutions are what i need at this point of time.
不要再对我好了，我不值得。

Who was i to make you wait?

2011-04-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used
to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek
joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to it's lair. To never simplify what
is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power.
Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never,
never, to forget.

Change change change.

2011-04-22T17:19:00.002+08:00

New blogskin! But the format like super screwed up for the below posts. Arghhhh so annoying! >:(

You hold me right here right now.

2011-04-22T14:46:00.009+08:00

12th April - B&J Free Cone Day!

Free Cone Day '11 with Sihui, Xinyi, Rachel, Vivian, Qihang, Samuel and Sean! Like fun only cos' it's free ice cream!!! :9 The best part was me getting to eat two cones cos' i queued twice with Sihui, while Xinyi and Rachel queued thrice! Hahahahh!

Clique!

TK!

MJ!

21st April - SIHUI'S BIRTHDAY!

~~The day started off pretty badly. I'm not gonna ask y'all for your help anymore. I'd rather be late than ask for help k.~~

Anyway, yesterday was kinda complicated because we didn't have an exact plan. 325 at MJ or 4 at Tampines? Hdb block or inside MJ? And stuff like that. I hope we managed to surprise her in the end! (: Xinyi, Rachel, Erina and Limei managed to sneak inside MJ heh!

No birthday cake cos' Rachel baked 18 LAVA CAKES yummeh! By the way, you didn't fail your math nor is there a problem with your eyes. There's only 16 below cos the box couldn't fit all 18. (:

Birthday girl zilian in action. :D

Friggin random pose Erina made us do. -.-

POLAROIDS! (Y)

Left and had dinner @ Ion since it was Ning's birthday too.

Gonna upload photos into facebook now byeeeeeee!!!